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all of sudden i feel so mellow today.. some old stuff were creeping out into the open and i am just to exhausted to keep it bottled up anymore.. where oh where did it go wrong? i am not one to keep being friends with an ex-flame.. but we were never ‘anything’, never an ‘item’ to friggin begin with..? will deleting me from his life erase the memory..?
this is not me second guessing my decision, my choice made years back.. i am never happier than the times i spent with abang.. he is indeed my better half.. there’s up and there’s down, but there is always love.
a terrific friend is now a terrible past.. just magnifies the fact that i suck at friendship.. it will almost always sink, no matter what.. maybe i am doomed to have fair-weather friends and no friends for a shoulder to cry on. i am not complaining, i am just wondering why..? and the fact that will it be fair to abg if i were to cry and cry and cry my heart out on his shoulder alone?
blargh!! aku hidup dalam blur!!
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