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there was no electricity last nite.. spent some of the nite reading by the candle.. parts of it borakking with abg.. parts of it thinking.. yes, i do think.. and i have come to a decision.. i will officially stop caring.. i have been caring for the past few years.. heck, all thruout my life actually, that now, i have come to a point where i should stop. maybe this way, i can actually start to focus on my own well-being.
apart from abg.. anis.. mak, ayah n my closest family (closest in the sense of relations, not necessarily related by blood) plus a few select individuals who have at least remained a friend (to a self-confessed crummy friend) of yours truly, my studies and most importantly, my happiness and sanity, i will stop caring for everything else in the world..
tough, innit..? not really.. because i have faith in me.. cruel? perhaps, not that too many care in the first place, and i will join their ranks, yippee!! 3 months.. that is all.. 3 friggin months.. then i can either leave Malaysia or just stay at home where all is safe and quiet..
